tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6325219138869173743.post5018492391803758149..comments2023-08-06T05:52:29.692-04:00Comments on Keep It Trill: I Can Hardly Wait For The Flowers To BloomKit (Keep It Trill)http://www.blogger.com/profile/03027769872237001801noreply@blogger.comBlogger10125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6325219138869173743.post-82008759899927618062010-01-15T20:08:59.215-05:002010-01-15T20:08:59.215-05:00Sagacious, Thanks.
Buttafly, She sold your bedroo...<b>Sagacious</b>, Thanks.<br /><br /><b>Buttafly</b>, She sold your bedroom furniture... on a deeper level, I wonder if upon learning about your being abused, your bed become symbolic of her inability to protect you, and seeing it triggered guilt and bad memories. Maybe, maybe not. Either way, I am truly sorry you went through that pain. I hope you heal.Kit (Keep It Trill)https://www.blogger.com/profile/03027769872237001801noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6325219138869173743.post-12091362617466620072010-01-15T14:52:49.568-05:002010-01-15T14:52:49.568-05:00Ms. Kit, You inspire me sometimes.
Thanks.
Hope yo...Ms. Kit, You inspire me sometimes.<br />Thanks.<br />Hope you have lots of flower very soon.SagaciousHillbillyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09511441325695460501noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6325219138869173743.post-19262758904102926382010-01-15T12:44:39.075-05:002010-01-15T12:44:39.075-05:00Damn, Kit. I tried to get to the end of this post...Damn, Kit. I tried to get to the end of this post I really did. Tears welled up in my eyes not because of YOUR situation but because of all of the stark resemblences to my past life. What I remember growing up. In no particular order....<br /><br />My grandmother used to say that the black man had enough to deal with in the world and therefore needed a place of refuge which was his home. With this reasoning she raised a son who nickle and dimed her and my aunt till he was 50 something. I mean I didn't go over there a whole lot as an adult, but whenever I did he was there asking my grandma or aunt for $5 to go to the store just like he did when I was a kid. Those two also raised my deceased aunts three sons to be weak drug addicted men.<br /><br />Then there's this thing you keep saying about not letting your daughter see you endure this treatment from your son. I watched my mother take care of my step father while allowing him to be head of the house. SHE got up and went to work each day while he sat in the easy chair my father bought and smoked weed all day. Upon realizing that my stepfather molested me, my mother rescued me by putting me out. She didn't actually say don't come back home (after a summer internship) she gave away all of my bedroom furniture because "someone else needed it more". Abandoning me because she needed him more. I could never respect my mother after that. <br /><br />In the beginning it was the sexual abuse that stuck with me so often but God heals. Now all I can remember is how my mom allowed this mufugga to run her like he did. Those memories are the basis of every decision I make when dealing with men in my life, and shoo, I don't know why God won't take that away.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6325219138869173743.post-8930214964445584162010-01-15T06:31:21.090-05:002010-01-15T06:31:21.090-05:00The funny thing is, I haven't felt strong thro...The funny thing is, I haven't felt strong through most of this. Being sandwiched in house with two extraordinarily difficult people and not earning enough to bail out immediately has been HELL.<br /><br />I predict that the best thing that will come from this will be even greater depth to my writing, assuming I won't keel over from a heart attack from the stress, or be beaten senseless by that loony in the basement if he goes off again. It's one thing to work with clients who are potentially violent; a whole different ballgame living under the same roof with one. <br /><br />It's just too weird that the minute the landlord began acting civil, Xavier has regressed to being a disrespectful and selfish. Lately I've been wondering if both of them are on crack, because their behaviors are <i>not</i> normal. <br /><br />Like I said, I can hardly wait for the Spring. I can just about smell the flowers, along with the freedom...Kit (Keep It Trill)https://www.blogger.com/profile/03027769872237001801noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6325219138869173743.post-51402867096058443682010-01-15T02:32:49.833-05:002010-01-15T02:32:49.833-05:00Hey, great to see you back, Kit! I'm happy to ...Hey, great to see you back, Kit! I'm happy to see that you are more optimistic. I was in a similar workforce program here in Canada, and I got two jobs out of it + made new friends, I'm sure yours will pay off too. <br />Can't wait to read your next posts. Happy New Year! 2010 HAS to be better!Mariannehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13011710820549008685noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6325219138869173743.post-46739557198921828672010-01-14T20:31:04.123-05:002010-01-14T20:31:04.123-05:00You seem to be in a much better place, and for tha...You seem to be in a much better place, and for that I'm glad.<br /><br />"Something kept telling me not to do it...so I listened."<br /><br />You tapped into your faith, sis, and for that I am glad. You know you're blessed and highly favored, right? I'm going out on a limb and believing that because you listened, everything else will fall into place in due time.<br /><br />Kit's back ya'll, and for that I am glad!Penny Wizehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08217661081059571831noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6325219138869173743.post-71541675702105851492010-01-14T19:29:40.464-05:002010-01-14T19:29:40.464-05:00You sound calm, maybe even resigned. I hope you ca...You sound calm, maybe even resigned. I hope you can maintain this peace within yourself!<br /><br />Keep us posted!<br /><br />God Bless!<br /><br />~C~TriState Saverhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14930051764942004985noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6325219138869173743.post-2178161655159271422010-01-14T14:37:23.851-05:002010-01-14T14:37:23.851-05:00*gives you a hug*
So glad things begin to look up ...*gives you a hug*<br />So glad things begin to look up for you... and equally glad that you accept what help the state is willing to give.<br />I hate how people in Germany are looked down on because after years of work, they loose their job, and actually need money from the state... Is the gouvernment doesn't look after people who need help, what is it good for anyway?<br />I can tell from your posts that you are not only proud but also amazingly strong. Things are not all happy for me, but I know I am in a way better position than you, and I still find myself being willing to trade with you, if I could have some of that strength.<br />Keep believing in yourself even though you need help sometimes, and keep writing. Your blog alway touches my heart.Unknownhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15532812325865210107noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6325219138869173743.post-29740929884304600992010-01-14T10:49:01.662-05:002010-01-14T10:49:01.662-05:00ahh yes... that place where you know you're st...ahh yes... that place where you know you're still in the middle of some sh*t, but at least you know you won't always be in the middle of it.<br /><br />Amen for that.A.Smithhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10542810587986768786noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6325219138869173743.post-365410750170298462010-01-14T10:36:55.287-05:002010-01-14T10:36:55.287-05:00Glad to hear that things are looking up for you, I...Glad to hear that things are looking up for you, I can tell from your tone in this post you sound like you are a better mental space and that's good. Just know things will get better...I know when folks say that it sounds trite as hell but I have been around long enough to know that things generally do get better. <br /><br />I'd say more but I got a bitch of a head cold and need to lay down. ;-)Blackgirlinmainehttp://blackgirlinmaine.wordpress.com/noreply@blogger.com